I think a lot of things are coming together for me with week as I learn to earnestly focus on what I want. After changing my whole approach in how to pursue my PPN of Liberty a couple of weeks ago, I feel more clear on what I want. I also feel like I am using the shapes, etc. to trigger the proper thoughts in focusing on my PPNs. For example, on the webinar Sunday, Mark talked about someone who saw green triangles on the tops of trees. I have don a similar thing with seeing the green triangles within plants or other green objects. I also did something new last week with shapes by putting my hands together to form a circle and connecting it with true health and then putting my hands together to form a triangle for Liberty. This has been really helpful to reinforce the PPNs.
However, I am still struggling to articulate what I want in a way that we are instructed to do for the DMP. There are a couple of reasons for this. First, since I have shifted my approach to liberty – to achieve it through investing and trading instead of network marketing – I have issues with being very private with my finances. I have been private about my finances for as long as I can remember and don’t really see that as a bad thing. So, I guess that causes issues with sharing my ultimate financial goals and my current resources. So, I am thinking that one through.
Next, I am able to describe the attributes of the investments I want in a way that makes sense to me, but is hard to explain to others. I have typically had pretty good intuition with investments over the years, but my main issue has been not listening to it properly and therefore sabotaging myself. So, what I really need to do is listen to my gut on whether an investment truly meets the criteria I am looking for and if the amount I have invested is the correct amount for me.
So, I feel a bit behind right now but I will keep pushing through it.